That's the time it takes to find yourself,

in another persons eye's,

to feel what they feel.

But for you and me,

it all fell apart.

That day you broke my heart,

it all broke apart.

So here I am sitting in this chair,

all alone in the dark wondering.

Is all gone,

was it that easy,

to toss it all away.

Just in one day,

I saw it all fall apart.

Floating away like a boat that just have set sail.

But you know it comes new boat's they say,

but my harbor has now closed.

I dont know when it's going to open again,

maybe in a year maybe never again.

Because I dont wanna se another boat set sail,

that was the longest second in my life,

Even longer then that time you took my hand and said yes.

But the pain comes afterwards,

when I sleep alone.

The pain I handle inside,

my facade wont hold up any longer the pain is overwelming.

I'm trying to get over it,

but everytime I see you I just wanna hug you,

tell you to change your mind.

That's why i'm sitting here with the knife to my neck,

ready to end all that's left.

I have seen to many boat's set sail,

the last one I wanted to stay,

it found better land and sat sail.

This time I dont want it to happen again,

I am closing this land forever

so it don't happen again.

Bye, might see you some time in the desertet hell called my brain.

I will never be able to look into your eyes again,

without the tears leaking from my crumbeling facade.

You will never understand my feelings,

it's like the whole world is falling apart.

The only thing able to stop it is the knife in my hand,

trobering against my neck.

So I say good day from the chards of my broken heart.