But what if I love it,

the pain that hurt's inside.

Maybe I like to be unhappy,

that's the way it's supposed to be, isn't it?

I keep asking about the thing's,

but i keep saying it to my self,

it's all a lie.

I just wanna know so I can die,

please tell me is happiness a lie.

Love is only a dying rose,

i'm alone now im safe.

I'm alive but im not okey,

it's time to change.

What I have become,

my only fear,

live with you near.

Lets kill the sun,

I will pay my sentences with my own blood.

I have been busy loving you.

Let the time pass by,

i've been living a dream.

Every time i'm feeling god is not because of you.

So here it goes, all for nothing,

i'm screaming it all out.

I'm lonely and need your help,

but no one hears because my facade is blocking my tears.

So here i'm sitting in my dark room,

all alone everyone is gone.